Thursday, July 10, 2008

Nana

I like the times I spent with Nana..
I like his encouraging words, disciplined life..
I like the songs we share..
I like how supportive he is of the things I do..
I like the way he guides me and prays for me..
I like his positive mindset..
I like it that everytime we talk, I learn something new about life and about us..
I like him being non-judgemental of me..
I like the way he cracks the little jokes, makes himself silly but make me happy..
I like the trust within us..
I like his company..
I like his healthy lifestyle..
I like his real personality, no hidden nature..
I like the way he is able to come out with a solution for me when my mind is clouded..
I like the way he points me to God and tells me to trust God..
I like the way he affirms me when I feel uncertain of myself..

The feeling is so much different when I spent time with others..
Increasingly I realised some gatherings r fruitless and I do wan to move on from that. I dun wan any unwholesome and empty time spent anymore..
Its so not my nature..

I rather have more personal time for myself or spend time on a one to one basis..
Time by myself allows God to speak with me n develop my character.. Thats wat I need and wat I wan..

I absolutely detest time wasters!