Thanksgiving!

There is so much I can thank God for, so much that such that words are not able to express how my heart feels :)

A tough week has gone by though there will be another 4 tough weeks ahead of me..
There is no fear in my heart because You are always around..
Your love and peace have always saturated my heart and soul..
I can't feel the stress overcoming me anymore..
There are no more fires engulfing me or waves overcoming me..
My cries have always been smoothened by help and love You provided for me..
You have always held my hand whenever I am falling..
You have always reminded me that You love me even before I was born..
You have given me people whom I can trust and confide in..
You have given me family both here in adelaide and singapore..
Your hands are forever stretched out to me..

I will fight for You..
I will fight for the dreams which You have rooted in my heart..
I will bathe myself in Your Word both day and night..
I will do my best in everything and anything in my life because I Love YOU..

I just want to say that You are my God, my darling, my love..
Forever irreplaceable..

I am so glad that though life has been busy for me..
My ears have not become deaf to Your promptings..
My heart and soul has not forgotten You..
You have not stopped calling me..
However insignificant I am, You have made me important and precious in Your sight..

Psalm 9:10

" Those who know Your name will trust in You,
For You, Lord, have never forsaken those who seek You."

The week of horror!

It has been the worse week ever. I am battery low, lacking of rest, sick of being sick and at the same time covered by a huge mountain of work..Sorry that you guys were worried abt me but I know you guys genuinely cared :)

I m trying to take tmr off but pretty much unlikely.. Lets hope tmr's symposium discussion is real short.. Oh well! I should just stop dreaming..

30 more days and I can have my rest.. I so want to fly to Gold Coast now.. Yes! NOW!

Time out!

I have approximately 40 days left to cover so much material.

God, will you make me smarter, more disciplined, work faster, healthier and wiser? Please Please Please :)

Pardon me!

The last few days my temper gets triggered off much more easily than usual..
Maybe its because of my fever and sore throat that is irritating me so much..
Maybe its because of a heavy workload..
Maybe its because of insufficient rest..

I just need sometime for myself..
I need some space..
I explain only to people whom I choose to share..

I prefer no expectations to be placed on me..
Expectations = Disappointment

Let me have my way for 2 months.. Let me get this work done first.. Perhaps things will get better in July..

I need a big warm teddy bear hug! Lotsa homecooked food! Heaps of love and care expressions!

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I am a step closer to my dream. A step closer to what I want to do in my career. I will make full use of this opportunity. I know I will and God will help me achieve the desires of my heart :)

Going around Jericho

Sometimes the problems which I face in life can look as big as Jericho. The walls may look formidable, defying the prayers and petitions of many. Occasionally in my waking moments, I find myself going around and around my dilemma. It's easy to be so dorminated by the challenge you face that you just keep going -- around and around obsessed with it.

Joshua had company of the whole army going around Jericho. It's good to march with others. There's strength in the fellowship of believers who have the same focus and goals and who lend comfort and encouragement to each other.

I am happy and blessed to have close friends fighting alongside with me, supporting and encouraging me every step of my way. Thank you so much!

The walls will crumble one day, and it will all be over. God will get the glory, and the hard marches in the heat of the day will be forgotten in the sweet taste of victory. Until that great day when our particular Jericho falls. God grant us the perseverance and the endurance believing that however high the walls, fortified that gates and strong the enemy, it's only a matter of time!

Joshua 6

Praise You by Jade Ambroze

Well I know You're gonna save me from this situation
But if not I will praise You anyway
I will lift my hands and raise my voice in adoration
For You are God whatever I may face

And I will thank you for the sunshine that I long for in my life
Then gladly I will praise You as it rains
For You are the God of grace
You are the God of my salvation
And that is one thing that will never change

Your ways are higher, wiser, deeper than my own
You are the promise keeper and You'll not leave me alone
So let me be like Daniel in the lion's den
And let me be like Job and not his friends

Because You loved me before the dawn of time
And always I am Yours and You are mine
So let me be like Stephen praising Your name
And let me be like Abel and not Cain

For though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I will fear no evil
For You are with me
You rod and staff they comfort me still

Well I know You're gonna save me from this situation
But if not I will love You and rejoice
And no matter what the season, trial or tribulation
I will honour You with heart and mind and voice

You are the Alpha, Omega, Beginning and the End
You are my Hope, my Comforter and Friend
So let me be like Peter laying down his life
And let me be like Lot and not his wife

Nothing's gonna take Your love away...

Dishearted..

I just read something that totally make me dishearted. I cannot imagine myself being misunderstood in such a way. If our friendship is so fragile, I honestly duno what I should say or do. The years of effort is so disregarded.. Its just heart breaking..

I am totally disappointed and hurt to some extend.. I am tired, totally tired.. Maybe all the years of effort is simply wasted..I am trying to juggle so many things at any one go.. I am so exhausted and I need God so badly myself.. I seriously cant take anymore emo behaviour.. Its stressing me out when I am already so stressed out over my own work..

I just pray that one day you will understand why I was so strict with you...

There is a chinese saying: you scold only the person you love and care about... I will tell the truth to someone only when I love them..

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Lord, You see my silent tears, You see my broken heart and I know You are always there for me..

Lord, let me never crumble under any situation but always trust, always hope and always live for You alone..

No matter what happens, I know You will comfort me.. I just wanna hide under your wings and hear Your soft still voice calling me..

Are we simple or complicated creatures?

Why are we humans so selective about the people whom we wan to get close to?
Why are we humans so comfortable in our own clicks that we sometimes make people feel uncomfortable?

I dun like this feeling. I love my family in adelaide and I wan to share everything I have with them. I long and love to spend quality time with them. They have become an important part of me.

I am such a complicated creature. I self claim to be simple but yet I know I am not. I dun accept anyone into our family easily like I used to. Somehow the doors are just subconsciously shut.

Lord, help me to love those though they are not in the family. Help me love them as You love us. The barrier can only be removed by You, God.

I am waiting, Lord. Waiting only for You, Lord..