Yesterday was a self declared public holiday. I gave myself the excuse that due to my jabs which gave me some discomfort. But I was uncomfortable and my mind couldnt concentrate due to the pain and stiffness. I rested but I have some aches still but not serious so no worries at all. And this morning I feel so hot as in like warm till now. I dun think I am sick. Just that my temperature is really odd. Everyone is wearing jackets n there I am in short sleeve and I still feel warm. Thats weird!Worse still, people around me say that they are cold. Then I was like.. err.. but I feel hot!

I was supposed to go for more jabs today but I didnt in the end cos I felt that my body couldnt take it. But I dun think I can drag any longer. Will try to get it quick though... probably next week.. I am scared of jabs..

Today was an interesting day for me. I had a medical appointment. I am not sick. Just needed to take some jabs prior to the mission trip. Feeling abit dizzy now. Had a blood test today to test for mumps. measles and rubella. I have taken the jabs when I was a baby but the doctor insisted on checking if I still had immunity to it. After blood test, she decided on her OWN to proceed to give me a few jabs for Diphtheria, Tetanus and Typhoid. After the jabs, she told me I will experience pain on the jab spots tmr. She should have told me before that. Argh! Nevermind. Just that now I can feel some pain and stiffness.

Tmr there is round 2! Got to make a trip to the Chest Clinic along North Terrace for a jab of BCG! I wasnt jabbed at sch at 12 cos my immune system was good then but now need to take some precautions to minimise risk! And round 3 next thursday to review the blood test results to see if I need more jabs!

The doctor was quite funny. Female doctor from Uni. Before she took blood from me, the following conversation took place.

Doc: Will u faint at the sight of blood?
Pris: err .. No!
Doc: Good, I wont have time to help if u do ( There is a long queue outside so imagine how fast she finish all her jabs! )

Yeah thats the highlight of the day!

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Reached home to see one msn message from Yoshi!

It says " Exam timetable is out! "

So obviously I checked ..

Immunology -- 6th Nov
Genetics -- 8th Nov
Chemistry -- 13th Nov

Then I will be done for this year... time to study..

William and I spoke yesterday. He shared with me some stuff. He mentioned that many times we as humans always run to something physical first. And God becomes second choice and he himself had such times. I guess we r weak. We need someone physically present. But today, without thinking I chose to run to God first. Isnt it amazing? God knows my thoughts and my words even before they come to my mind or speak them. Something clouded my thoughts this morning but its over now.

During prayer meet yesterday, I had a good time sharing with addielle. A dear sister whom I respect and learn from. Just caught up with her on the daily things. I shared with her much that is on my heart and she prayed with me and encouraged me. Such a sister is precious in my sight and annointed by God. Her grace, her love is beyond description.

I saw the sms from Laza this morning when I woke up. I am encouraged by him. It is so timely. I see God's hand and his favour on us. He alone can make all things possible and everything beautiful.

" I am praying for you and ur team Priscilla. Be courageous and fight the good fight! May God lead, empower and protect you!"

My mission comm is having meeting today from afternoon till night. I am blessed to be amongst people passionate about God. Do pray for them!

Deuteronomy 31:6

"Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you."

The last 24 hours, I have been mugging on my essay. I still have a little editing and referencing left which I am going to leave it for later cos its really getting into me. But it will be over soon but mean while I shall upload the pictures from our OCF AU 50th Anniversary. It is so much more enjoyable then doing my essay..argh!!

Commemorating AU 50th Anniversary

The next series of pictures coming up.. Lunch after church.. hey hey.. Been taking a lot of photos.. actually not me.. its SAMUEL!!!

My laptop is finally back with me last night. Surviving without it is really hard. That means no internet, cant do assignment, cant check emails basically cannot do anything, kinda unsettled. Everything seems hanging in the air. But praise God, Danny has managed to fix it. Thanks a million man! I am relieved. Really I am with thanksgiving in my heart and glory all unto God. I had a busy week. I came back from Sydney on Wednesday and schedule has been hectic since then. No.. I should say.. it has been hectic all these while. The Sydney trip is fruitful. I learnt a lot and seeing them so enthusiastic labouring for the Lord really gets me onboard with them. Aaron passed me some cds on chinese sermons. Got to listen to them soon. My chinese standard has been degrading since 2 years ago and now I have to figure that out again! But its alright I guess cos Desiree is around haha.. our chinese teacher and fellow warrior! There is much to learn about the Thai language as well along with all my other portfolios. But I am enjoying every minute of this. Its so exciting!!!!

I went for picnic with my coursemates on thursday. It was a sunny day for a picnic. Perfect weather at Botanic gardens. We hardly have the opportunity to hang out as a whole group together cos our schedules are too tight. Now is our mid term break. There is a little time for enjoyment but not much still. Exams are coming in 6 weeks time. Its time to get myself prepared again. I dun wan all that stress when its drawing too near. But let me finished my 2 assignments first then I will start.

I met up with Tracy and her brother on thursday too. Had a late lunch with them. They were here to visit adelaide and Me but seriously I wanted to bring them sightseeing but I couldnt due to other committments and I was dead tired since I came back and I just handed up an assignment that day and another 2 looming the skies next week. Its really time to get started before panic kicks in again..haha..

I really got to have breakfast n start cracking on work..

* My hp has some problem ( Both my Three phone and the prepaid.. the Three phone I dunno whats wrong..just cannot switch on at all and the prepaid one obviously has no credit.. uncontactable for now.. sorry)

These stories are a demostration of how God can turn our lifes around.

Spend time going to the links. Its worth it!

A Time to Die ( http://www.au.omf.org/content.asp?id=35462 )

Sompit put the gun in her handbag, climbed onto her motorbike, and began the slow deliberate journey to her death.

Outreach to the outcast ( http://www.au.omf.org/content.asp?id=35443)

A church reaches beyond class and tribal barriers to the outcast and the HIV positive

Serving the Spirits ( http://www.au.omf.org/content.asp?id=35450 )

A former witch doctor finds faith

I have been meditating on this song since thursday night.. singing it in the airport.. on the plane.. when I am not with anyone.. at home.. during shopping.. God's presence is simply all around me.. He is with me everywhere I go.. People gave me strange looks but I wasnt concerned at all.. God is pleased thats what matters..

This song comprises of God's promises to me and my response to Him.. I just love the lyrics..

Cover Me

Cover me, Lord my God,
And lead me into your presence,
My soul relieved, Trials may come,
And darkness upon me, But still
Your hand it guides me

My saving grace, My one embrace,
My first true love, I will exalt thee

I love You, Jesus I thank You,
For your hand that covers me

I will worship You, I will worship You
I will worship You My blessed saviour.

I reflected on my priorities.

There is a neccesity to make some changes.

So now it would be :

1. God
2. Studies
3. Family and Self ( Including health )
4. Mission Trip N Ministry ( Includes friends )

Yesterday I visited St Barnabas Church. The church service is conducted in a different way cos its of a different domination but that doesnt matter at all. I enjoyed with service without the slightest doubt. There was sharing by Liz Burns who has come back from a recent mission trip. God's timing is forever perfect. Her experience is valuable n I learnt much from her sharing. I saw the hunger of the people. The joy on their faces when they recieved their first bible. I saw how Liz broke the barriers and God's work in her and through her. Its great. After service I caught up with many Sydney OCFers, spent quality time together. Bonded over lunch and fellowship at Clarence's place. His place is really beautiful.. a condominium facing the sea. The scenery is beyond description. Very much the whole day was spent at their place ( play Risk, cards, cook dinner n shopping too cos there is factory outlets beside their place n the things r so cheap..serious.. )cos he is leaving with his wife to America on work purposes soon.

Saturday I met up with Daniel as well.. After a few months.. We went to fish market n tucked ourselves in OYSTERS, SASHIMI and FISH PLATTER.. so yummy..

I was mad this morning.. I got to know something which I was excluded cos I am in Sydney.. Its a joke.. really it is.. I guess.. being away = being forgotten. Reality it is.. I shall not bother myself with that.. My heart is set on the mission trip and I know it involves a lot of sacrifises .. it may seem like minor sacrifises at one look.. but on further look.. I know its not something minor.. Actually I wan very much to go for convention this year but I cant.. its a struggle within me which noone can see but God alone.. I have chosen to set that aside.. this is just one of the many.. n more are on my way..

I met up with my comm over the past weekend.. Vivian and Aaron its my first time meeting them but they are really warm and loving people who put me at ease.. We are like family..discussing..praying..laughing together.. Now is still our beginning stage of planning but all of us are enthusiastic abt it.. its the fire within us.. we have distributed our portfolios..

Many of us are taking more than 1 portfolio. For myself, I will be taking 3 portfolios. One of them in charge by me and the other 2 larger portfolios shared. Its good to share portfolio. Good to have someone to discuss with. I will be doing the prayer points from now till the end of the trip on a weekly basis and sending them to my comm for prayer. The other 2 portfolios are ( reporter/photographer) by Leanne n myself and also teaching by Vivian and me. I will be preparing a lot of this trip from this day forward so please pray for us if u can. It means I have to forgo some stuff even though I really want to be part of. I have to ignore whatever comments people pass on me ( otherwise life is going to get hard if I listen to everyone ). Following Christ is never easy.. Denying myself each day. .

Matthew 16:24

Then Jesus said to his disciples, "If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me.

There was much sharing during our meeting.. sharing our expectations, hopes n reasons why we want to be part of this team. I am inspired by them, really I am. I see disciples of Christ and the hope of bringing the Gospel to those who have not heard.

I landed in Sydney yesterday morning. The feeling is like coming home. I was very comfortable during my last stay. I feel so much at home with the OCFers here. Meeting them once again has brought back all these memories. Though this time my stay is short but I know it will be fruitful. Yesterday cos most of them r busy with stuff ( they are not having holidays yet.. I understand but they are around for me when I needed help which already warms my heart.. I am not expecting more.. ). I bumped around city area, paddy's, pitt street n was suprisingly not lost..haha.. in a way its an achievement cos I am ALWAYS lost.. well..its sad but thats the truth..I am bad at directions.. then after that dropped by sam's office before we went for dinner with Linus at Super Bowl. Its familiar place, familiar people, familiar food. I had a great meal. So full until the 3 of us had to move so slowly after we got out from the restaurant.. but we still went for dessert at passionflower ( Thanks Linus ).. the dessert there is beyond description..how I wish they can open a branch in adelaide.. it is that good..

Had a long chat with Sam when we came home.. Havent seen her for 2 months.. I have so much to tell her.. dunno y.. maybe cos we just connect well with each other..

In an hour's time I will be meeting Daniel.. It will be quality time.. It is gonna be a busy day.. Finally meeting my comm tonight.. till late..

I am at Sam's place now. Both Jiamin and her have gone for AGM. The quietness of this house and the album being played, the lyrics, God's Spirit filled my heart. God is in this place. Its something so joyous that words can never express it. This joy is meant to be shared n not just keep within me. The thought that God placed in my heart since thursday was once again refreshed by him on this morning. He has been repeatedly telling me the same thing over the last 2 days n now I choose to do wat he is telling me. Thursday I went to Edge Conference with my connect group. That day, God spoke to me particularly on 2 people. Both of them whom God wants me to reach out too. One of them is close to me but the other one is not. But it doesnt matter at all. Something is forming in my mind. Something I know which will come to pass soon because God's hand is in it.

My computer is going for repair tmr.. severely sick.. infested with 46 viruses.. dun ask me y.. I also dunno.. Currently using Jega's computer to do my assignments.. Thanks so much..

I will be away in Sydney from friday till wed.. wont be blogging much I guess.. dun miss me.. I know u guys will..haha..

My laptop is sick.. So m I..Hopefully it doesnt hang on me anytime soon..

Yesterday at G's place, we had a discussion of time management..Just a few of us... then Deb asked this question that struck me..

What r ur priorities? If I were to ask u to list ur priorities.. How would u list them? What comes as most important and so on..

I listened to all of them as they shared .. great insight gained..

So I just want to know how does everyone prioritize.. What is the postion of God, family, studies, ministry, self, friends and recreation in ur life?

Just Want to share something about Time Management which I have learnt a while ago..

"Time management is really life management, personal management. It is really taking control over the sequence of events. Time management is control over what you do next. And you are always free to choose the task that you will do next. Your ability to choose betweeen the important and unimportant is the key determinant of your success in life and work."

Dr Joseph Mercola
Author of the Total Health Program

General Tips for using time effectively:

* Set Priorities
* Be Flexible
* Keep projects on the move
* Alternate activities
* Do all things actively
* Review and acknowledge progress
* Spread the load
* Seek help
* Beware of time bandits

I am still learning.. hope it helps u guys.. There are some more stuff.. for those interested..please approach me personally.. too much to write here..haha..

At this time next week, I will be in Sydney.. I am excited to visit the OCFers there again.. After 2 months.. I miss them.. seriously.. I enjoyed my last trip there, the fellowship I treasure.. this time round..I will only be there for 5 days and all days are almost booked out.. Going to meet Daniel also.. Havent seen him for a while.. finally meeting him again.. This time found I will be staying at Samantha's place. Thanks alot dear for accomodating me.. The main reason for this trip is to meet up with my mission comm.. Please keep us in prayer and also now for some reason.. I am having sore throat also.. * cough..cough..cough * Hopefully I can recover before I go Sydney.. there is so much to be accomplished there.. My heart is all jumping for all that God is doing through us.. This year I m missing AU AGM as well as Kairos.. My disappointment but at this point of my life I choose to put the upcoming mission trip of highest importance.. For those who will be around in adelaide.. just want to encourage u guys to go for kairos.. Ur life will never be the same.. I was there last year.. In that place where I saw people crying out for God.. I can still remember many things that happened there.. Its God's appointed time.. So please please go for it..

One particular thing I remember last kairos was the final part where we went into a hall in aacc church.. I see remember Calvin was the one initiating it but God's spirit was so strongly felt in that place.. a few leaders with their candles lit.. they went around lighting each of our candles.. and the flame was passed along until all our candles were lit.. this action symbolises that we r flaming the love of God from generation to generation.. to pass on our knowledge n experience to the younger generation.. in that place many of us cried to God.. we just hugged each other n spoke words of encouragement.. I can still remember the people whom I hugged but I wont mention here.. It is just still so vivid in my mind as though it happened yesterday.. but no.. that was last year.. So my encouragement to all .. Go for it.. Run after Christ..

Take one step forward and allow God to do the rest.. U will be amazed..

Pick it Up

I was blind, now I see
Love has got a hold of me
Now I sing' cause I am free

So I'm laying down my life
and I'm taking up my cross

I'm taking up my cross
Laying down my life
All for the Glory of Your Name

I' m living my whole life
All for You Jesus
Taking up my cross everyday
Pick it up

I was lost, now I'm found
Put my feet on solid ground
Now I sing' cause I am free

I choose to stand for my generation
I choose to stand for my generation

I'm taking up my cross
I'm taking up my cross

Oh ya.. I forgot to share something abt my practical today.. I ACTUALLY DISSECTED A MOUSE!!! I could see all the internal organs like spleen, lungs, heart, liver, lymph nodes and so on.. Its so sadistic.. argh.. But thats my practical la.. cant help it.. Will upload the pictures soon.. Pictures speak a thousand words..

Guess wat!!! My assignments for this week are all completed.. to some of u ..it may not be anything much but to me its something.. I call that a miracle.. cos this week was my most busy week at Uni.. Most of my weeks have at least 6 assignments.. but this week was 8 assignments and with quiz.. so much to memorise..Praise God its all over and all went well.. my quiz inclusive though there were some parts of it, I kind of try to bluff through ..haha.. but on the whole it was good.. I was feeling stressful very much the whole of this week cos there was too much to be done n I didnt have enough time. I hardly have much sleep but I was still happy because I know God will bring me through it as he always does. One thing that amazes me is that though being so busy, the time I have for God each day remains good quality ( God always reminds me to spend time with him )..Thats the only time of the day I spend in quietness n be still before HIM.. He never fails to remind me of his greatness everyday.. Each new day he renews me and opens my eyes to the great things he has for me.. I love to dwell in his presence forever...

In the past ( a long time ago I mean ), I have always thought that when I am busy, I would probably forget about God.. But no I did not.. I remembered HIM all the more ( He consistently reminded me of his presence in my life, all blessings he brought into my life and the circumstances and situations he brought me through) and I drew my strength from HIM.. He has become so evident in my life that he is part of everything I do.. I am glad he has brought me this far.. cos I know its just impossible to do it using my own strength.. I am just so joyful now..

This weekend is gonna be exciting for me.. Going to do some shopping ( Havent been shopping for a long time.. u know why..cos everytime my lesson ends.. the shops also close.. argh..in a way save money but then..).. Also going to adelaide show with my dearest coursemates on sat ( Heard there were really cheap goodies bags n the fruit wine and cheese is awesome.. so must go..anyway only once a year ).. then having time management discussion.. followed by dinner with connect group.. I miss them..miss the fellowship..

But I will still make time to study like I always do.. haha.. Next week isnt so busy.. would have time for some revision..

Someone just asked me my opinion on something..

Here is the anonymous question:

What do u guys think of staying in a co-ed house as in guys n gals staying together? Is in acceptable?

What do everyone say?

At this moment, I should be studying furiously for my Immunology Quiz tmr. But my brain is so saturated with all the B cells, T cells and lymphoid tissues.. haha.. So just take a break first.. no point going insane over a quiz..haha..keep cool..

Yesterday some of us went for Tina's Baptism over at Paradise Church. Its my second time to that church. I went once last year when they had a concert. Havent been back there since. Its too far la.. Tina was in the same bible study group as me last year when I was co-leading with Kah wai.. I have seen her grown so much.. not only in her knowledge of the Word but also deepen her relationship and love for our Father.. I just feel so encouraged everytime I see her. I m blessed to be able to witness her baptism, her proclaimation of her love for our Father. Just feel so happy for her .. I believe there would be much more installed for her.

Just want to thank God for Tina's step of obedience.

Yesterday's NPMM is awesome. Its a great time of prayer and my spirit is united with my Jesus and my brothers and sisters in Christ. Truely, I was absorbed in that atmosphere, I can feel the presence of God even right now. I can feel God's power. The joy and peace he brought me is unmeasurable and intense. He alone brings satisfaction and salvation. Yesterday during Aunty Merrilyn's sharing, my mind was on the lost souls everyday wondering pass us. They are the lost without the salvation and peace that I have within me, my heart was wrenched with pity and sorrow. What good is it to achieve everything yet forfeit their soul. Pointless absolutely pointless. My heart goes out to the people who are looking for worldly desires because deep down in my heart. I know that their heart is empty. Their soul is void. This emptyness can only be filled by Jesus no matter how much you try to cheat yourself. I long to be able to do sth for them.

For the first prayer, I prayed with Moses, Samuel and Aunty Merrilyn. A spirit guided prayer for Geelong. After the prayer I told Aunty Merrilyn about the mission trip which I am about to go for. I could see Jesus in her eyes. The eyes of joy and blessing. She has been my inspiration, she has flamed my passion to go forward for missions. A living example who deserves my respect. A lady flowing with the love of Christ. A true example whom I look to. I have had missions on my mind since I was 16 years old and the passion was flamed last year and once again this year. Clearly, I know that this is what God wants me to do. Its not a rash decision, its something my soul longs for and its something I really want to do. Frankly speaking, I have not desired anything as much before. But this time, my heart is determined, my heart is convicted by the Holy spirit. After the decision was made, the peace of God like a dove rested on me.

Dennis, Aaron and myself prayed for some countries and missionary as well. I chose to pray for Thailand. As I was praying for Thailand, my spirit was touched by God once again, as I pray I just cried. Tears flowed n I just wanted to reach out to them, to bring the Gospel to them. I never knew I could do outreach but now I know I am empowered by the Holy Spirit to do all that God commanded.

We prayed for the OCF centres, the countries and the missionaries whom we support and my leader Siew Wai prayed over me as well. With Aunty Merrilyn wrapping her arms around my waist, I was overwhelmed by the touch of the Holy Spirit. Its His annointing, His annointing. Nothing can bring such conviction over me except Him.

It was just awesome. A lot of things happened yesterday which cannot be described in words.. Beyond comprehesion, beyond description ...

Matthew 28:18-20 (New International Version)

18Then Jesus came to them and said, "All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. 19Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, 20and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age."

l had a great day except for some minor hiccups.. I went to see an advisor today to learn more about time management. All along I thought I managed my time well but today I realised that I didnt.. or perhaps I should say, some of my time is not effectively spent.. I m glad I went to find out for myself.. not just for myself.. but its something that I can share with others for everyone's benefit.. it was good..

After that session, I went off to OCF, prayed with Melissa...shared some stuff with her, really glad to know her better today.. she encouraged me..really.. through sharing and how God is working in her life.. Our God is an amazing God...I shared some stuff with a few people today.. what God is doing.. It was more of heart to heart talk to a few people.. I wont mention names here.. its time well spent..

I liked the worship and sharing today.. The worship part I was so absorbed in the songs that I was oblivious to everything.. just immersed in the words..the lyrics.. and the sharing.. its good.. inspiring..Wei Jian brought up stuff that I didnt focus on .. Its God's annointing on him.. Glory to God...

I am home now.. excited for NPMM tmr when we can pray together as a whole for the different OCF centres around Australia as well as the missionaries we support..

And tmr is Jasmine's birthday, Happy Birthday Gal!!!

Cya tmr..haha.. NPMM..

Many many years ago, I read this poem in one of my devotional books which deeply touched my heart.. Just thought it would be good to share with all.. It has always encouraged me and lifted my spirit.. God brought this into my heart once again today.. I am not depressed, neither upset or stressed.. I just want to share what encouraged me then.. hopefully it encourages my dearest..

Never Alone

I've seen the lightning flashing,
And heard the thunder roll,
I've felt sin's breakers dashing,
Trying to conquer my soul;
I've heard the voice of Jesus,
Telling me still to fight on,
He promised never to leave me,
Never to leave me alone.

The world's fierce winds are blowing,
Temptations are sharp and keen;
I have a peace in knowing
My Saviour stands between;
He stands to shield me from danger,
When earthly friends are gone.
He promised never to leave me,
Never to leave me alone.

When in affliction's valley,
I'm treading the road of care,
My Saviour helps me to carry
My cross when heavy to bear,
My feet entangled with briars,
Ready to cast me down;
My Saviour whispered his promise,
Never to leave me alone.

-- Anonymous

Hebrews 13:5

"Never will I leave you;
never will I forsake you."

Ephesians 6

The Armor of God

10Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power.
11Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes. 12For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.
13Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand.
14Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place,
15and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace.
16In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one.
17Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God.
18And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints.